At a Loss

I resolved to write every day, like it or not, so here I am.

There’s a lot I could say right now, starting with an F#@!, but it wouldn’t be constructive or helpful.  Some sad events are playing out that will have consequences for years to come.  Some hopes will be shattered.  Some lives are deeply affected and will take time to heal.  Nobody wins.  But life must go on.

Just never take anything for granted.  You can never feel like you’re home free and can finally breathe easy.  Life is one big moving target, and you have to stay prepared.  You can’t control it all, you can only take responsibility for your part, and be your very best, and let go of the rest.  Cliché-ish, I know, but probably true.

I’m like a thousand years old, and I’m still learning this, so I don’t expect anyone else to have mastered it yet, or ever.  Some things never get easier, but somehow they will get better.  I can only do my small part, and let the grownups do theirs.  I’ve been there, and can’t even talk, but you know I’m going to anyway!  But I feel at a loss for words.  IKR?

I’m very sad for my family, and just wish for them as smooth and peaceable a process as possible, especially for all the kids.

 

 

 

 

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