I must have slept for three days, on and off. Finally I felt able to get up and go to Avdi’s yesterday. He thinks I may be getting migraines. As far as I know I’ve never had them until recently, and assumed what I had couldn’t be that bad. It does knock me down for days. Avdi gets them, hopefully not from me! He inherited enough genetic crap already!
Anyway, I felt well enough to get lots done over there. The little pepper seedlings are happily germinating downstairs, with a little mothering from me. I did some light cleanup, and some sorting projects for Avdi. There was a bin of tangled tech spaghetti from yesteryear, and some ancient candles from the crypt, including an old Havdalah candle I attempted to make eons ago. Talk about full circle! Two more big bins of stuff to donate (some of it to me).
It was springlike again, so I explored the yard for early spring risers. Some weeds were blooming! There are masses of various spring bulb spears coming up, some with flower buds. I was happy to find that the crocuses I had planted in fall were coming up under the mulch (not shown).
I made a hot dog dinner for us (Costco kosher dogs are the best!), and Avdi and I watched our latest installment of The Expanse, a brilliant sci-fi series, in our opinion.
So, exercise: lots of it going up and down stairs and walking outside; cooking: see above; socializing: check; reading and writing, automatic; and drinking more water (the new meditation?), happening. I think meditation will become however I spend Shabbat. Seems logical.
I returned home and proceeded to have awful nightmares all night long! Not from The Expanse! I think my anxiety and insecurity just get the better of me sometimes. Now it’s another day, with maybe another blahgpost to come, if I accomplish anything to write about. I’m thinking hydroponics? Time will tell.