I always feel badly about dwelling on my own petty mishegoss (look it up) when the country and world are under attack by lunatic gestapo thugs.  I can’t garden to take my mind off things, despite it pretending to be spring, and I can’t just hibernate like a sane person.  The reality around us is so grisly and grotesque, it’s hard to look away, like serial murderers on a rampage, out of control.

I still have the car for another day or so, so I have no excuse to be a slug!  I’m even considering finally getting some provisions, now that I got “paid”.  I signed up for remote counseling (supposedly free through Mercy), which starts today, so I have to stay conscious.  Blah.  My exciting life.  Plus there’s Loucious to think about.

We’re still weighing the pros and cons of keeping Loucious.  There are a few cons to consider, but nothing that couldn’t be worked out or overcome.  Meanwhile, his absolute adorableness and intelligence are very convincing.  Just look at that frisbee face!

Allie is visiting from TN for a week, minus Billie the Dog for various reasons, but Loucious is filling in for her adequately.  Hopefully Allie’s presence will help cheer Avdi up.